2 A M

Alone,
Still searching,
Why i cant get it,
Why too hard for me?
Too many thing to do.
Still manage what to do next.
Future - 5% bright,
Lack of support,
Maybe i to picky,
Think of it make me sick,

Dream

You should have blinded me, so that couldn't love you,
Why did you let me see your beauty?
It too late for me, you are inside me,
I try erase you and wash you off,
Your presence swells in me,
Little by little,
I grow tired from familiar pain,
Stepping on my shoulder so that i fall,
The world tell me not to dream,
That there is no hope for you and me,
No love allowed between us,

Stop me from dreaming,
I would rather stop breathing so i could leave,
Why do you make stay here beside you?
I did not dream because that way to live,
For if dream,
If i love,
I know it will be pretty much harder,

I want you, my desire grows,
I, too , want to be happy,
Doesn't matter how much i try to quit,
My eyes keep lingering on you,
Continuing to dream.